Ever juss wanted to say fuck work and go start a band w/ your best friends?!.. Juss to be working with ur friends instead of a gay ass job where u are made to work with assholes all the time. Basically make a dream come true in life. God tht would be beast to have a punk rock band. That would be grand ;)
Until the days come where I wake up and find the one I love to be setting over me neked…. I guess I’m different but I miss my girl waking me up tht way….. Why do ppl n things change???? It would be heaven on earth if sum things could juss stay the same. I feel as once I start my job things will never be the same. Oh how I miss the past soooo much. Maybe one day of life will bring a touch of it back and that would be great but right now it’s just another day and just another night. Gooood night tumblr and god bless…
So pissed. Im starting to hate the sexual feeling…
been job hunting online for Diesel mechanics to see how many jobs are actually out there.. juss worry bout college and how bout if i dont make as much as i thought; what would happen? i just need a good plan b if my whole college thing doesn’t work out like i think it will. Every once ina while i think it would be nice not to have something hanging over your head and being able to live life w/out any worries. i just dont want to be struggling for the rest of my life because i know people that do and they have it bad. there has got to be a way to make all my puzzle pieces work together. i just have to keep on and try my best. i cant let other people stand in my way also drag me down because that makes them win and myself lose. I cant wait to set back at my uncles beach house ( hopefully i can buy it from him when he sales it), sip on some sweet tea, puff on a very pricey cigar, and finally laugh to my past telling myself; grey you made it to your goal now enjoy the rest of your life w/out any worries ;D……
Radiohead - Kid A (8 bit version).
More 8 bit songs that sound like Nintendo music here on Soundcloud.
over the years of my life i have found that everything (no matter what it is) happens for a reason. i have been hurt many times in my life and always asked why it happens? and is it something i do that is wrong? but as i have become older i start to look back and see what has occurred in my life to realize that “everything does happen for a reason”. for example: i look back a little over a year ago and understand that if i never showed up to my friends bonfire on new years id never would have met this amazing girl I’m with today. There are days i have wondered about why my last serious relationship turned out so bad. Yes it started off really good but after a month it was like i never knew this person. But now i look back at that awful mess i fell into during 2009 followed into 2010; i realize that it really turned my heart (which was a heart that cared too much about the opposite sex) into a strong one. after all the fighting and heart ache i found out GOD was telling me to stay away and wait a bit longer for the one i am with now. This has really amazed my eyes that when you are down about something that happened to you and couldn’t help the situation but then boom! year or so later the puzzle falls into place. My life right now as i speak is perfect in many ways. I could care less about money, toys, drama, and ex. because now i have this angel; a goddess; the most beautiful living thing on this planet and that is Sarah Beth Bayless. She has turned me away from many things but in a good way. i have learned a lot just by being with her for a year. If anyone tells me GOD isn’t real then i will beat the hell out of them because he sent me an Angel when i was hurt the most and told me i could keep her as long as i took care of her forever. This angel that fell into my lap December 31st, 2010 has also blessed me with a child named Gabriel on December 7th, 2011. The only two people on this earth that bring my true heart to the surface. Life will probably end one day but i wont live to see it which i hope nothing happens to this amazing place we call home. i think GOD has put too much in this world to just let it get destroyed. Life is the strongest thing ever created and it will live on forever. My life will live on even after forever because it will always be in my heart and soul. The life im living now and forever; My life is perfect thanks to my angel <3 SARAH :D…..
